One Year On
This blog post contains trigger warnings so please consider this before reading on.
It's been one year since a suicide attempt found my eldest spawn admitted to hospital. I can't say things are better - just different. There haven't been any further attempts which is progress, but the constant monitoring, worrying about mood and diet changes, and the recent introduction of medication has made this a very long and exhausting year.
I don't really know what else to say about it. It's just what my reality is now. There is no going back. We can more info